CLOWN

Monday, September 22nd, 2008 @ 7:44 pm | *all*, daily life, myself

There won’t be any friendship without love! You have to take me like that or you’ll get nothing at all.

I won’t stop talking about you when I don’t feel like, I won’t pretend something, I won’t lie about the things I feel for you.

Why is it that people try to tell me all the time what I feel and not feel for you? Why is it that people try to tell me who you are? I don’t care what they say and I don’t care if they say it wouldn’t fit at all. I’m not the right guy, you’re not the right girl. Do the people who say they know you at all really know you?

I can’t stand all this. I know what I need to know. Well I know it won’t work but I know it could. But I don’t care. I accept that it won’t be. I accept where you go.

I don’t care what you get to know and who tells you what, I don’t care about anything right now. You can just go, go!

I saw what we had, I think. I know what I feel. I remember the few looks from you, I know you were looking at me. I saw your eyes, your eyes were seen.

I’ll let you go. Friendship can’t be, you should know this. This would be a bigger lie then what we have now. Sure we’re going to pretend at work, but that’s it.

I feel for you, I let you go. I hope you don’t turn around.

Just don’t forget, here was someone in love. It might have been the right guy.

Read you soon Winnie.

Your friend - in love

Marco